Ellie had a good day today. She had a couple of desaturations in her O2 levels, but she began breathing again on her own. As a premie, she often falls into a deep sleep and will simply forget to breathe. She will soon out grow this phase, all the nurses assure us. Her vitals are good, and she gained another ounce today, she is up to 3lbs 3.3ounces. Jeffery and I were able to give Ellie her first bath today as well. It was a bit stressful for me, I have never handled such a tiny human being in my hands before. I needed to realize that no matter how tiny and scary this little creature may seem, she relies on me and Jeffrey in these moments, and that we need to not be intimated or frightened by the fact that she is so frail. We need to be strong for her, and provide for her in every way possible at this time. I want her to know that we are home, not the NICU. Needless to say, it was growing experience for our entire family, and no matter how unfamiliar the territory may seem, I look forward to the coming moments that test our strength and expand our love.
